If only

If only things were different…

Is what I keep thinking, as if my thoughts have the power to change circumstances. As if the constant stream of possibilities will somehow make things better… easier.

If only things were different…

Would the pain, sadness, and loss disappear? Would it be replaced with happiness and warmth? Would the swirling mess that keeps me awake at night be a non-issue?

If only things were different…

For once things would work in my favour, it would be what I wanted, not for someone else to decide. I wouldn’t be left in the cold, lonely and alone. It would finally be my turn.

If only things were different…

I may never have known. I may not have experienced that sweetness and light, even if it was for only a brief moment. I may never have known the pure bliss and excitement that came from the exploration of ideas and laughter.

If only things were different…

I wouldn’t have needed you, or you me. Our paths may never have crossed. Our journey keeping a vast expanse between us. Never allowing for the eventual combining of energies.

If only things were different..

I wouldn’t know you, I wouldn’t have experienced the warmth and sweetness I so desperately crave. I wouldn’t have the memories that I can go back and get lost in. I wouldn’t know that I want could be possible.

If only things were different…

I would give you the strength, resources, and energy to be happy. I would take away the darkness, so the light could take it’s place. I would assure that it’s possible, nothing is forever, it can be done.

If only things were different…

I could easily walk away, no more thoughts invading my dreams. I’d forget the desire that still smolders and place in my memories of the past. I wouldn’t be looking forward with too much misplaced hope.

If only things were different…

They wouldn’t be the same.

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clientsfromhell:

Email from client: Spelling error on the logo… Center is the correct spelling.


Manager, Cultural Centre

(It should  be noted it’s spelled centre on the building and in the client’s own email signature. This happened in Canada, where we usually use the British spelling.)

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nevver:

Bob Dob

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Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe in something.

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I’ve reblogged it before, but I haven’t read it in a while and if there isn’t a more fitting time than now… 

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I love it when I just totally click with someone. Years later, many of those people are still a big part of my life.

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I know this feeling well.

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nevver:

Shit

nevver:

Shit

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nevver:

Just the Tips, Matt Fraction & Chip Zdarsky

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jtotheizzoe:

pbsdigitalstudios:

This week’s episode of It’s Okay to be Smart is pretty “Bat-Ass.” For instance, did you know bat poop keeps little bats warm? …Aww?

Watch it here

Have you watched my…

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bat video yet?

Check it out here. And here’s a post I wrote earlier with some background on the bat cave I visited to make this one. It’s one of the most unique natural wonders on Earth, but you’ll have to watch to find out why :)

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SLOTHRUST - 7:30 AM

Theme from You’re The Worst (LOVE that show, hoping for a 2nd season) as well as how I approach most things?

I’m gonna leave you anyway.
I’m gonna leave you anyway.
I’m gonna leave you anyway.

You’re gonna walk right out that door.
You’re gonna walk right out that door.
I’m gonna watch you walk away.

I want my face to be untouched.
I want my face to be untouched.
I don’t want nobody’s mark.

I want to sleep and dream alone.
I want to sleep and dream alone.
I want to fade into the dark.

Carve it all up,
You’ll find nothing
To place upon your plate.

Have no logic.
Too much reason,
It’s an admirable tool.

Carbonated feelings bubble up
Every morning when I wake.

Upchuck, Suck-up,
Best take your vitamins.
I’m doing what I can for my body’s sake.
I’m doing what I can for my body’s sake.

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jamesgunn:

"WTF" #Slither art by Tony Hodgkinson #nathanfillion

jamesgunn:

"WTF" #Slither art by Tony Hodgkinson #nathanfillion

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asylum-art:

Street Art byDavid Zinn

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WHY DO THEY ALWAYS SLICE THEIR PALM TO GET BLOOD. do you know how many nerve endings are in your hand?!?! why don’t they ever cut the back of their arm or their leg or something omfg

me everytime a character in a movie has to get a few drops of their blood for some ritual bullshit  (via jtoday)

WHILE WE’RE AT IT, why do people try to cross those skinny bridges over lava/chasms/whatever by walking upright. IT’S CALLED CENTER OF GRAVITY. get on your hands and knees and crawl across that thing. HUG IT. SCOOT YOUR BUTT ACROSS. “but i look stupid!” lalalala but we’ll avoid that ~dramatic moment~ where you almost fall over and die because your damn fucking self wanted to look COOL

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and stop yanking IV lines out of your arms the minute you wake up in the hospital 

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That is a broadsword, why are you fencing with it

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There is a freaking door right there. Stop smashing through windows, damn it.

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yes, mr. action hero, I am aware that running dramatically from the baddies at breakneck speed is important, but know what else is important? NOT GETTING SHOT. RUN IN A FUCKING ZIGZAG PATTERN ON THE OFF CHANCE THAT THE MOOKS WERE NOT COACHED IN MARKSMANSHIP BY THE IMPERIAL STORMTROOPERS.

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Oh, hey, you there, sneaky hero-type breaking into any place for any reason? WEAR SOME FUCKING GLOVES. They’re called fingerprints, dumbass. You have them and you’re putting them all over the fucking place.

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If something really fucking huge is falling on you, don’t FUCKING RUN ALONG THE LENGTH JUST TAKE LIKE TWO FUCKING STEPS TO THE SIDE

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wEAR A FUCKING HELMET OBERYN YOU LITTLE SHIT

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Metallica - One (Guzheng Cover)

She’s done it again!
At least go to 3:00 mins in :)

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